i own this miniramp
Wednesday, June 21st, 2006



Okay so I thought that I came out here to get some time to myself, take a step back from being that person that everyone leans on. Well, that was nice while it lasted. It seems the higher ups think that I’m ready for more because they just seem to be coming at me.
I’m……..scared. A little baffled. And also a little jealous of my time and the little energy I have for myself. I don’t feel ready for this. I was enjoying my “independence”. But I guess now is a good as time as any to learn how to do this in a healthy manner. It’s certainly not something I’m looking for but here it is.

One last horrah…………..Matt, Tomas and I